*****z

2012-01-10T16:21:00.003+08:00

My new room. Mind the hair and specs.

2012-01-10T15:34:00.005+08:00

Page 10 of 2012. Promise myself this 2 things, stop smoking and start blogging again.

But with the work, friends and boyfriend, where got time. Will try tho.

From start of 2011, the transformation of my hair,

March hair, still long.

June hair, slightly shorter.

Septemper hair, finally perm my hair.

November hair, coloured,layered and perm. (ni da sah kiasu)

Lastly, the end of 2011 my hair, red and still layered.

Wishing a great 2012 for all of us.

2011-10-30T11:28:00.001+08:00

Haitus, period.

2011-10-09T20:01:00.001+08:00

Just got myself a new Camera, Baik punya quality. :)

Thank you sales.

2011-10-08T11:28:00.003+08:00

Fazzy let's do something like this one day? hahahhahahahahahha.

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2011-10-08T11:11:00.004+08:00

Oh, had a girl gateway with my best-est girl. Tak Jauh, Batam aje. My third time going to Batam this year.

Going with Boyfriend and going with Fazzy is totally diff atmosphere. A good thing tho. I had my Para-sailing and Banana boat again. hehehehehehehehehe. I love.

2011-10-08T10:25:00.004+08:00

My blog is freaking dead. More on twitter, less on blogger.

I am so happy that my boyfriend is back safely in Singapore. No text, no calls kills me. I had my birthday celebration spend with my girls Fazzy and Shafinaz. Seriously, if someone were to bring you to FISH AND CO ON YOUR BIRTHDAY, DONT. HAHAHAHA. But a great experience indeed, had to stand on the chair and everyone is looking at you.

Thanks Shafinaz and Fazzy for cheering me up. I was so sad that boyfriend was nowhere around me during my birthday, he has been there for 6 years.

2011-09-17T19:56:00.003+08:00

Stay Strong Khadijah, I just can't wait for his return. I really hate this feeling. :(

But on a good note, after perming,cutting and dying my hair.
Loving it so much eventho its damaged maxxima.

2011-08-13T14:22:00.007+08:00

I am still on the spectacle phase. Doctor still cant approve me of wearing contacts for the time being. ITS BEEN TWO WEEKS.

I should really open my eyes. Too tired and sleepy this few days.

MACAM SEDAP ONLY THIS SONG.

2011-08-13T13:50:00.004+08:00

I love this-kind of dresses\

Before my boyfriend became a man. One last dating session with him. My virgin trip to spize, awesome food tho./

6 more days, wondering./ Hoping he will change for the better./

2011-08-13T13:43:00.002+08:00

The best boyfriend ever. ;) You do not know how much I miss him.

2011-08-03T12:25:00.004+08:00

Ive perm my hair and also i have to wear specs for the rest of this month till my eye Dr allow me to wear contacts. I know, i look fugly in specs. Thats why i have contact lens over-wear. I was panicking for having blur vision since last Thursday thinking that " ok my degrees went up". Went to the optic center. They told me different things.

First one : my contacts were abit scratchy.
Second one : Go to the eye clinic, suspect glaucoma. (the one that can lead to blindness)
Third one : Cornea abrasion.

But it is none of things. Thank Allah. From today onwards, I will only wear contacts during occasions.

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2011-08-03T11:43:00.004+08:00

As YOU guys know, I went to Batam again last 2 weeks. We went on a Sunday which i regretted big time. Pack with humans. We reached there at almost 9am their time. Gotten our room around 3pm. Buttttttt the room is a different room from the previous one. IT IS A CABANA. AAWEESSSOMMEE SHIATTTTSSSZZZ.

My ghost Boyfriend walking here and there when i am taking pictures.

We didnt do much that time. Mostly eat, swim and shop. No water activities. Just spending the time together.

Sad because I cant have anymore holidays like this with him for the next 2 years.

2011-07-10T13:12:00.000+08:00

SO CUTE ♥

2011-07-04T20:29:00.005+08:00

High Bun.

Instax crazy.

This was last Friday celebrating Zaid birthday. I am always "ehem-ehem" the first person to reached there. Took a taxi from workplace and went for a swim. Errrrrr, the swimming pool was nothing. Not nice, value hotel more power. But the bed was super comfy.

Studio M hotel with them awesome. :)

Boyfriend steady bom-pipi put his head at Fazzy thigh. hehehehehehehe.

2011-07-03T11:21:00.002+08:00

In Love with insta-gram. Studio M hotel was awesome but abit small for parties. :)
Comfy bed i tell you, lie-ing down with crazy ganas boyfriend and the 5 plus heedayah, Jaz.
equalss awesomeee.

2011-06-23T21:23:00.001+08:00

My Last Saturday. The clock is ticking twice as fast as before. I wonder am i the only one who feels it. Too fast too handle.

2011-06-05T13:52:00.002+08:00

I had my hair dyed again yesterday. But since I am a nurse, the color is not that bright. Only under the sunlight which is awesome.It was random coz Me wanting to do hair treatment and cut a few inches of my hair but I spend $100 on everything considering my long hair.

I ask the hairstylist how long would it take and she told me 2 and a half hour. Liar much cause I finish it at 1hour. hahahahahaha. What da, estimate also dunno how to estimate. LOL.

Infront of the fan *feeling-feeling celebrity. Sorry for my tired face, I was up at 7am on a Saturday since i have something to attend.

Red plus brown hair. But i choose copper. Wonder why It turn out to be this. But i am loving it.

My head felt lighter after cutting it. I know you dont see it but it is shorter for me. hehehe. I LOVE MY HAIR TOO MUCH LAH.

At night my hair seems to be black. Wonder why too. The hair dye is Loreal you know. Not that i am complaining tho.

And i bought a Secondhand DSLR and a Secondhand Instax. I am the secondhand girl. Asalkan boleh pakai for a few years, I'm happy. My point of view aites.

2011-06-05T12:59:00.003+08:00

Now I will update about my second day in Batam. We went for the water activities. Ohhhhh, so awesome but it was abit costly. 1 ride of parasailing, banana boat, jetski and kayaking is for 60 singapore dollars per person.

Worth it. I wanted to go for another ride of Jetski but boyfriend disallow me. Its a-ok.

Pictures says.

Semangat Driving ini

Groupon has a deal of $99 at KL. Macam nak gitu. Its time that i travel around. Phuket is also cheap. One day, one day.

Happy weekend people. & please Don't hate tag me.

2011-05-28T13:30:00.003+08:00

Well hello, I went to Batam for a mini Honeymoon. And was it fantastic! Planning for another one during July, that's how awesome it is. I spend around 400 Sing dollars there on alot of things including food, water activities and shopping of coz.

Nak pegi lagik. I am updating coz many were asking and also (nak buat jelez) hahahahaha.
Lots of pictures you know.

We reached harborfront around 7am since our ferry leaves at 750am. It was my first ever holiday. Like really freaking excited lorrrrr. Abit blur at first, but we get the hang of it.

No seasick for us. 1 hour ferry ride.

Harris staff were like freaking friendly. Everywhere we walk they will great us. I felt so "inthe placewhereibelongatthatpointoftime". Even when we were in our hotel room, they call us asking how is the room, can you get access to the wireless. Omg I was very excited, i went to write a feedback form. Forever me with feedback form. Even when we were swimming , they went to put some fruits at our towels. OMGGGGG SO NICE RIGHT!

The view from our room.

Our hotel room

I think we reached Harris at around 9am. We went to book a trip to Nagoya hill (shopping is a must) at around 1030am.

The people down there would look at you from top to toe man.

My boyfriend kuku like that, bought only 2 things. Shirt and perfume while me shop like one crazy girl.

A & W!!!!! excited.

I thought of doing hair treatment down there, but its ok lah. Next time i will go there again. Reached back to Harris, apa lagi si swimming lor.

After swimming, we thought of going for the GoKart but its closed at 5pm. So sad. next time, next time. I wanted to do alot of things but time doesn't allow us to do so.

Since Bowling was in our package, we decided to play. Like for the first time ever, its empty. NO ONE WAS THERE.

And for the first time , I beat Boyfriend. No falling, No jumping, no nothing. GOOD!

After Bowling we had our massage, Indonesian style. First massage ever for both of us. Boyfriend was shy, he didn't take out his pants. I didnt know it will be so open. Anyhow take out my ____________________. Just fill in the blanks yourself. Abit uncensored lah.

For me the Food there is just acceptable, nothing interesting. FREE WHAT!

And this was my day 1, sneak peek on my day 2 in another post. Wait for it.

Going out now. Muacks Blogreaders.

2011-05-22T14:02:00.002+08:00

Had to go to Sentosa after so long. But shit ass freaking shit, theres an oil spill. Could not go in the water. Like what?!

2011-05-08T15:21:00.002+08:00

Just got for myself new brasssss. I know , Black is the new black. Haven been update-ing.

Been really stress up with my rashes. Fuck rashes, no fuck mosqitoes.

2011-05-01T15:09:00.001+08:00

Camwhore moments.

2011-04-23T12:16:00.006+08:00

Its been awhile. I am working these days, I just cant find the time to sit and type my story. Sad. Miss being in school. After work its just lepak ad more lepak. Guess thats how i tell my daily life to my friends and boyfriend. No more telling it online. But, i miss putting it in pictures.

Well we 21 years old people have the right to vote already. & 600$ more in tha bank. SAY WHAD DUPPPPP. Gonna use the money for something special. One and only experience that i can get. Free money.

For now, I just gotten my pay. So movie date & swensens again. But we go punya la jauh. JURONG POINT. & I jealous lah, somebody has a DSLR. Nak jugak. But not now.

Still thinking of getting that instax? should i?

Boyfriend hate me for being a spendthrift. I could not go out with him and buy things one. Serious. He takes care of my money!

2011-04-23T12:10:00.001+08:00

i miss playing the guitar big time and also this blog is fucking dead.

Should update. Must update.

2011-04-10T11:08:00.002+08:00

I find her super pretty. With her hair, her makeup.

Jealous much! :)

2011-04-04T20:42:00.008+08:00

Member nak pegi Brunei , posing bukan main.

Was at Sakura West Coast 2nd April 2011, OMG the pictures says alot. Mad Crazy night. Many Many laughter and very very awesome night. I know right I said that already. But i wont trade this for anything else. For the record, I think i think only I do not have any curfew. My parents are not scolding me anymore for going home late. heheheheheheh. I like

Who was missing that night? oh was Taufik and his Girlfriend(what is his gf name again). Short Memory big time.

Dan Forever can make me laugh. His laugher is like so funny, What bout his jokes? Muscle?

We were rocking back and forth laughing, wonder why? Awkward photo.

We had our Stomach full. $30 per person, so worth it. But i wont recommend this place. Shitty, still prefer the one at Dhoby. That one, great service. And I brought my tripod out since We had Boyfriend Sista DSLR (thanks sis). Group Photo. Perot semua dah Full, happy lah.

When I took out my tripod and Dan forever with his lame jokes. Funny sia this guy. I know I keep praising him. hehehehehehe. OK LAH, BOYFRIEND also funny.

Calling them for that group photo. *Minah Rep on*.

I know too many photos right, but who cares. At a time when I get older I might loooookkk back and say. " eh merepek per aku " Thats what I'm been saying to myself to my old blog entries.

& I very malas to continue , We went to Marina Bays Sands *wait for it* Sebelah. Its just beside MBS. The senery was nice, might go again. Ok bye.

2011-04-03T20:53:00.002+08:00

You complete me boy. I really do love you. & this picture of us is just beyond words. I love you, i do.

2011-03-27T00:10:00.000+08:00

She is so cute. And look so good.

2011-03-20T15:46:00.003+08:00

Yesterday , I followed BF and his friends for makan. Fuh makan aje. Part of it was to celebrate Isk 22nd birthday. We Reached Lau Pa Sat around 8, waited for them boys, lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee btol. & wasted 12$ extra on the parking.

But Thank you Bf for paying part of my makan.

Satu buat

Semua buat

Lagi satu.

Group Shot.

Birthday Boy.

2011-03-20T15:43:00.000+08:00

Nak!

2011-03-20T15:16:00.005+08:00

March is like the awesome month for me. I got a job, i managed to do a BBQ for Bf, I kinda made new friends. But one thing is lacking, money. As always. Well Bf birthday was last week. I'm kinda lazy to update stuff here since Ive uploaded pictures at FB and twitter. Ive got no time for blog. I think nobody read my blog nowadays. Unless you rich and famous.

Both Zul friends from ITE and his boys came. Was a very kecoh night i tell you. Everyone is friendly to everyone. Boys are cool. hehehehe. They can make you laugh. As always i will tell Zul "kawan i mesti lah"

Bought a cake from Prima Deli, chocalate of coz. & had my hair curl. Do not like this curl that much. $10 only what.

He put a hotdog at his cake. pleaseeeee lahhh ZUL.

Thanks to the girls who came early.

Still laughing over this. Fiq Fiq. "macam paham"

2011-03-13T18:10:00.001+08:00

22nd Birthday for Boyfriend. Hope you enjoyed your day!

2011-02-28T10:58:00.003+08:00

These days, the weather is just pretty unpredictable. At times It will be so hot & when i just step out of my house RAIN! But Luckily East wasn't so bad after all.So Z got his pay, apa lagi. We enjoy lah. Decided to ditch town. Coz of ERP and expensive parking.

Thought of going pedaling gokart but it is too expensive. So we stick to cycling. Been a long time since i cycled. Panic attack after see-ing alot of cyclists beside me. Hit Z from the back at one time. "u macam ane nak bwk kerete kalau u bwk basikal mcm gini" hehehehehe.

We tried locating our BBQ pit and also the toilet. hehehe. Cant wait for that too.
Tiring but awesomeeeeee.

Two hours of cycling has past. Two hours of butt pain.
We had time to even watch I am number 4. I wanna become number 6 can.
Like awesome sia that girl.

2011-02-20T15:48:00.006+08:00

Omg VH just did a tattoo! Butterfly? what the fuck.

2011-02-13T11:49:00.007+08:00

Sorry my new song very girly nowadays. Must act young, gonna be 22years old. Not looking forward!

Yesterday was freaking awesome, Valentine day period right. We went to swensens. Like finally. Actually I didnt want to go to Swensens coz Me craving for a pizza. Thank you Pizza-hut for being packed.

& Say hello to my lousy camera photos.The fries which Z love so much.My pizza. :) beef lasagna.

I watch both No strings attached & Just go with it. I know i very kanchiong. But I think Just go with it is fucking hilarious. I laugh the whole time. hahahahaha. Need to watch online lah. Must watch ok. Must! Must.

My pink black curtains which my grandmother hates. She said "lebih baik jgn tarok langsir"
Why must you complain about everything that I do? MYGOD! I didnt use your money what!

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2011-02-13T11:25:00.005+08:00

Been very good. As in been slacking at home mostly infront of the computer doing nuts. So hello there. Trying to do a better post than the previous one.

This is last Sunday which i still haven got my pay (my pay just went in yesterday, freaking late!). We went up choosssinnggg to go to Pastamania since i went there before with my parents. hahaha.Z wasnt impress with the food there. I dont think i would go there again. But i will go Swensens again.(later next post). Ive been trying to go to all the restaurants that I never step in it.

I know I still need to explore more.

Fav place for now is Ikea. Pretty colors. Why cant my room be like that. Ooohhhhhhh, Im sharing it with my grandma. Went there to get some stuff for me and Z. Well i just change the curtains only, just the curtains. I cant wait for my next pay. & I still dunno how much i will get it.

2011-02-05T13:36:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the NO updates. Ive been lazy & i dont have any new pictures.
& i love VH. She is so pretty. Wanna be like her can?

I CANT WAIT FOR NO STRINGS ATTACHED.

WHY LIKE SAME LIKE THAT THIS MOVIE. but i like her voice. Very husky.

2011-01-23T17:40:00.000+08:00

A couple ring finally. Thanks Boyfriend.

2011-01-19T10:12:00.003+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday Fazila.

Was at Fazzy Fazila BBQ on Saturday. When we reached there, it was drizzling. Sucks big core coz of the puddle of mud. Cursing & Cursing, ha-ha. Alot of the photos taken like the one on top, my eyes became so small. Wonder why. & i was kinda the photographer yang tak menjadi on that day. Taken by Deena Camera. Hope you had a Blast Fazila.

Chocolate Fondue.

Presents from muah.

Present from Boyfriend.

Mandi dengan minyak wangi k Fazila.

2011-01-10T13:32:00.002+08:00

Another 5more day to Fazila BBQ Birthday Parteyyyy. I cant wait.

Its 2011 but things wont change ok. We are still 21years at heart.

& what the hell did you search on "melayu kahwin cina" landed on my blog?
$5 more to get money from www.nuffnang.com.sg. (dance around)

2011-01-04T10:20:00.007+08:00

1-1-11

How was your new year celebration?
Mine was freaking mad fun. Awesome fun. Crazy fun. & now i hate post new year celebration feeling. I think am having that feeling. Burgh.

I told you right I haven meet Boyfriend for almost 2 weeks. I can die. Wait It's 1week 5days. Yalah almost 2weeks. I feel so lonely w/o having my boyfriend lah. No one to fetch me from work! hahahaha. (I VERY LAZY TO TAKE MRT EVEN-THO ITS ONLY 3 STATIONS.)
i miss his constant jokes, his boy talk about his friends, i miss whining about money to him.

I woke up early on 31st dec 2010 around 8am. Very excited to meet him. & on that day everything went smoooooottthhhhhh. I like. Its like the first time we dated. That Honeymoon period kinda feeling.

I miss dates. Coz we have been broke almost every month, paying this & that. & the 31st i put aside 100$ and so did he. Now I'm broke again. Yes we camwhore like mad! I force him too. It was sweet of him to layankan my camwhore moments. I know he doesn't like it that very much!

Ive book Sakura for the very first time. Yup our virgin trip to Sakura. Ikr 21years & only now we went to sakura. The staff were really friendly, & I thought of writing a feedback form tapi malas la. haha. Boyfriend ate like woahhhhhh. He really can eat. But i cant as always. I think I waste food got lah.

We only eat what we know. I think we spend down ther around 2hours.

At night We went to watch the fireworks at marina barrage. I think we very lucky loorrrrrr. hahaha. There only one parking left for him. The day was on our side. Anws, I have crappy pictures of the fireworks. My camera sucks in taking fireworks pictures. Sucks big-core.
Greeted 2011 with a kiss. Like romantic like that! ily Boyfriend.

After that fireworks we went straight back to our car. I meant his car. JAM! SIAL JAM. We were in the car for almost 1hour30mins i think. Went back to our place. I think i am still hyper active at around 3am. hahaha. Sleep for one hour. & check my facebook , commenting here and there.

Around 8am i woke boyfriend up. & guess what he said. BANGUN WHAT? bangun what somemore. siow. He toss & turn. Urghhh Idk how his mother wake up up everyday. behtahan. Like around 930 we went for a swim. FINALLY SWIMMING WITH BOYFRIEND. how long ago did we did that??

I started 2011 with a blast. & I ENJOY EVERY MINUTE OF IT. I hope 2011 will be an easy year for me. First I need to get a job. A real job. SHOUTS HELP!

& boyfriend I told you right i cant live w/o you. We been together for so long & i dont wanna waste it on something stupid. We need to understand each other more. like eg, imma crazy camwhore girl. & Go stronger day by day. Yeah i did something wrong during 2010. & so did you. hahaha. I should stop making you so angry at times. Angry can, not so angry. Devil takes over you. Well i guess i miss us so much, I miss that feeling. Not that feeling of loving you. Ive always love you. Always did. Just that feeling.

I love you pei pi.

2010-12-25T13:51:00.002+08:00

lepak session soon ok.

& i think i going darker. I do not want to be so dark!

2010-12-25T13:37:00.003+08:00

Second picture Z muke mantain.

This was so last week. HEH. Now we are playing a game call "tak meet for 2 weeks & hope that we will miss each other". hahah. I know right. The saying of "absence makes the heart grow fonder". Its been 5days and I'm already missing him. NOT A GOOD START.

2010-12-17T23:58:00.004+08:00

I just wanna say I'm thankful to have a friend like Fazila. Very thankful. Yes i don't own a lot of friends & people do come & go. Thats life. But with Fazila I could tell her almost everything. I tink i tell her everything. What you talk to your Boyfriend is totally different to what you talk to your bestest girl. I meet her almost every week, catching up on work & life & pretty girl & hensem boys. 21 years old urghh macam banyak bende gitu need to express out.

Ive known her since sec school, we were close, not close, close again, not close, close again. hahaha. I know right. I love her to the max lah!

(ni bukan nak angkat-angkat k)

inside joke "i almost died posting this"

2010-12-10T12:14:00.001+08:00

I have a Tumblr now! Follow me.
http://blackblackpink.tumblr.com/

2010-12-07T20:15:00.003+08:00

I used to listen this song. EMO MUCH. Kinda true tho about this. Theres always two sides in a story.

& 90210 is becoming more and more interesting. I LIKE.

Can totally relate to this show. so TEEN. yeah im still consider a teen ok.

2010-12-04T12:43:00.005+08:00

I love you forever. Everything is simple when you're around.
You are the one who made me who I am now.

I went to view Z (use to be) blog. He Blog about me macam best gitu. hehe.
This are some of the links if you wanna read :
» 1
» 2
» 3

& I started reading back. Love stories. XoXo.

2010-11-27T09:16:00.004+08:00

Shopping with my girls. I can only shop with my girls & not Boyfriend. Coz he wont let me buy anything ( yes my boyfriend taste & my taste on clothes is totally different ) But still im still with you Z ;) .

Yes I can spend anyhow on shoes & dresses , anything cheap i will buy. & im so used of just sitting around at one spot & having Z to drive anywhere, walking was such a hassle yesterday. I was dead beat.

& ohh we took neoprints too!

I was out from 8am yesterday taking the train with boyfriend. AFTER SO LONG I FINALLY HAD A TRAIN RIDE WITH HIM. Memories flutter across my mind. Why 8am coz i had to take my passport & Z had an appointment at TTSH.

i had my hair curled in the morning & around mid day my hair was a crazy ass of its own. Fazzy told me i look selekeh. I KNOW I KNOW. heh.

DSLR made me look good in pictures.

My hair! Macam baik only. Curls. Yeah right.

2010-11-27T08:40:00.002+08:00

& This was so Last Saturday. Last week was really tiring since I had Sentosa, Marina Square, Shisha & Lastly getting to know that Boyfriend had an accident. Shock of my Life.

& Some-more its at Tan Tock Seng. A place which I'm really unfamiliar with. Ive knew everything head to toe of KKH,IMH,NUH & SGH of coz. I had to Leave my NW girls early since i cant stand to wait any longer to see him. Sorry girls.

We were suppose to have a pool parteyy at Nardha's crib but Nardha was to busy with her school & she is also moving to another condo. All the plans were fucked up actually. We had to plan again what to do since it was Hidayah's belated birthday & I wanting to surprise her. Wanted to go to the bottle tree park but it was raining. Again spoilt plan.

Lastly we went to Marina square. URGH town again. Singapore is small.

Hidayah's hands are itchy (tangan gatal) wanting to know whats in watee beg. I literately hit her hands. Saket jugak tu.

& yes i used my tripod after so long.

At night we had shisha. hahahhahaahaha. I know right. From POOL PARTEY TO SHISHA?!!
& happy belated Birthday Hidayah. I know u enjoyed it. Of coz lah got KhatVhudgens what! hehe.

2010-11-20T12:16:00.002+08:00

My Sentosa date with Sasha. & A fantastic weather for a suntan.
I am feeling really burnt right now.

2010-11-20T12:05:00.004+08:00

Gotten My Diploma in Nursing Cert. My 3years of poly life is finally over. My hard work in staying in that course for 3 years. WOW. unbelievable.

Projects/group work/fight/silly things/sleep/practicals/exams.

DONE DONE DONE DONE.

2010-11-12T11:21:00.002+08:00

This is the day I caught in the rain & became sick. Worth it.

One of Zul friend is going to NS, they always have this kinda makan tengah2 malam having all his friends gathered. I usually don't follow but since they came to my birthday chalet might as well.

They are the most funniest people i know.

Newton cheat our money lor. 207$ is fuck alot of money. & its not even that nice. URGH. naseb makan aje.

Quote from Dan from FB for this picture :"i syg u tau"
"u jgn kacau, i tgh kire duit tinggal brape ni!!"

Khat Sasha Elyana Shina

His Boys do know how to camwhore. Taken from Shina Iphone4.

2010-11-02T09:02:00.008+08:00

Taking my time to update my blog before I go to work. Work has been treating well. I like sitting doing nothing most of the time. Well i'm not gaji bute-ing k. I still do my work. Relationship wise I have nothing to say bout it. '____' Wanted to go tanning for like quite some time. Finally yes, Free treat from Fazzy Fazila. Always free lah with her. Not that Im taking advantage you know. I just haven gotten my pay. sccuucccks.

Tried to hair flipping baby.

Again.

fail.

I was in the sea ALONE. Fazzy Fazila was having her Red light. Menses kills the day man. So yeah alot of photos of me. ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTT.

ok need to get ready. Well I do read books till I became like this.

2010-10-22T09:52:00.004+08:00

Well I got myself an admin cum customer service job, FINALLY. No more factory working, packing and checking stuff. But Admin is so boring, you sit & rot most of the time. Luckily there's wireless , I can go on and check facebook & my twitter, talking to myself most of the time. I cant wait to get my pay tho on the 16NOV. The NW girls are planning another barbecue & pool party again. SEXCITED!

& i am still wondering whether I should sell my digicam and to get myself a DSLR.
This camera below which i used for 7 months. & most of the pictures I posted with Zul is by using this Camera.
So if you interested, qoute me a price.

& I miss Fazzy Fazila. Been a long long long time since we talk. Meet me next friday yeah.

2010-10-16T15:06:00.002+08:00

♥ I like to post pictures than write an entry. LAZY BUM.

2010-10-09T11:03:00.001+08:00

Another random date tonight.

2010-09-30T16:06:00.004+08:00

September was awesome despite the lack of money of course. Even with Raya collections, Still never enough. Want more, Want more. As you know 21st birthday was a freaking Blast Lor. Yeah Not many turn up But thanks to Boyfy friends who made it look like theres more people. :) Now I know who are my real REAL real friends. I love you guys. & Thanks to Jello Boyfy, Fazila, Shafinaz, Eza, Aki, Kurt for making it happen yall.

The Birthday song Both english version & malay version. Its been running thru my head again and again.

Hard work from Eza & Aki. hahahahahahaha. Thanks ah korang!

My Girl. :)

What I enjoyed the most was the opening of presents. Me like. I never get presents like this much before. So I was excited. & Tears of joy was there. I want my 22nd birthday to be better. Next Fazila Birthday.

2010-09-23T18:15:00.005+08:00

I am freaking 21 years old lor now.Happy belated birthday to me. Yesterday was my birthday , but since I totally forget that I still have a blogger. I didn't update any shit.

& ANYWAY I HAVE A BDAY CHALET THIS SAT. wanna come? Seriously wanna come. Tag me. :)

2010-09-13T14:43:00.005+08:00

Hari raya babes! Rebonded hair but still I do love curls.

My photocopy.

Mind my eyes. But baby cute cute cute! Cute girl.
ok bye again. :) Collect green packets aites.

2010-09-07T21:51:00.003+08:00

My new hair. Rebonded soft smooth long hair. hehehe.
I didnt color my hair, maybe next time. Fickle lah.

2010-09-04T13:38:00.002+08:00

Take a look at my long fringe for the last time. Tomorrow onwards I will chop chop chop my hair.

Anwhoos This is so last week Iftar with Boyfriend at Tiong bahru. My first & Last breaking fast with boyfriend.

After that we waited for the time to pass and watch STEP UP 3. Alot of nice reviews, I also want to kepo and see whats so nice about it. & yes It was fantastic. But too bad we didnt watch the 3D version. Would be even nicer. At the very last minute Fazzy & Kurt decided to join us. Luckily it was a tiong bahru. We got the same row. beside-beside somemore! Padehal cannot talk in the cinema. Dont ask why nak sit together2.

Ok bye!

2010-08-28T11:58:00.002+08:00

I wanna Dye my hair But i do not know which shade of brown.
i look thru alot of photos. Looks nice on them. but I dont know If it will look too minah. no way man! Choose for me can?

2010-08-28T10:45:00.001+08:00

They are so in Love lah. Got themselves couple ring. Jealous Much.

2010-08-24T11:15:00.002+08:00

One day I will have my holiday at Hawaii like em.
They are so cute together.

& I think katy perry is so much better doing acoustic than live.

My blogger has became like tumblr pulak. Dont you think so?

2010-08-23T14:48:00.004+08:00

FOR FUN , CANNOT MEH? :)
I love playin the guitar & shoik sendiri at home.

& Let me waste 1.21min of your time.

2010-08-22T15:19:00.003+08:00

Awesome nice hair. dammmnnnnnnnn.

2010-08-18T13:25:00.007+08:00

This is Big F funnyyy.

I am in love with Vanessa Hudgens this much till I got myself to find her "before she was famous" photos. I envy her.

2010-08-14T12:00:00.004+08:00

Fazila , do centre parting jom. Leave shafinaz alone at the side.

Went to meet my Kaki Gereks. Fazzy & Shafinaz.

Im living a Lazy life right now after my attachment. What I do is eat sleep twit fb blog Boyfriend friends every single day. Sending resume after resume is boring still. Lazy life.

Im still thinking of going back to being a Staff Nurse at SGH. The pay now is better compared to previous years. If only I stay near IMH, i WILL definitely go there.

Sucks you know. No money! The feeling just sucks.

I do not like working But i miss the people at 73! erggggghhhhhhh. why like this. Cannot know.

2010-08-12T20:58:00.002+08:00

Marina Bay sands roof top. AWESOME SHITTTTSSS.
Can someone bring me there please.

2010-08-10T12:27:00.000+08:00

I finally found this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im so happy. I thought i lost it!

2010-08-10T11:28:00.005+08:00

Got myself to center part my fringe. But it will go back to the original place after awhile. My hair also got mood,dont play play.

Was so eager on meeting Boyfriend early around 1pm. But fail again. Coz that boy of mine went out till early morning , 8am ey please ey. So i decided to give chance la like that, met up later.

Seriously we are like aimless kids at the carpark doing nothing except for the camwhoring. Waited for some calls from his friends asking for their plans. But neither have plans. Me wanted to go and play bowl, But we went out eating more. Cannot know like that. From KFC TO MACS. please eh.

Headed down to Kalang to watch the fireworks. Me like! bright colours.
Not a great picture from me. I know. heh.

alot of pictures of Us right? :)

2010-08-08T18:42:00.007+08:00

The best boyfriend ever. ZULHAIRI. ♥

i love you forever.

Whenever I meet my boyfriend , forever I will be eating non-stop hits. Met for a short while since Im busy sleeping in the afternoon. My afternoon nap is not an afternoon nap if it isnt long enuf.

Yeah, my fringe is really long. The thought of cutting is macam ahlamak wait i regret how.

2010-08-07T13:27:00.003+08:00

"cough cough" Diploma holder girl with that glittery 140$ helmet.

After waiting for this day to come, it finally came. I am a very happy kid. Survived my 3months of attachment w/o money. Its not fair actually, we work really hard and didnt even receive 10$ per day. Sheesh. Nak complain I finish my attachment already. So letting it go.

& The top picture is when I wanted to jump and pose. But I didnt realize I step at my colleague foot. Or maybe i trip. hahah. I dont know lahhh. & This is my second fall yeterday.

& HERE IS MY FIRST FALL INJURY.

Awesome bike right? Dont you agree? But the person sitting on it macam pah only.

Need to find some cash for myself & a formal dress to go for interviews.

2010-07-29T10:33:00.005+08:00

I so miss them very much.

& she is so cute cute cute! Love her hair.

I used to love Aubrey o day during that days. Now boob job & Botox makes her look really fake.
Look so diff right? O.M.G.

2010-07-27T14:43:00.002+08:00

I had my second round of nights with them gereks. Kampong melayu at the B side. It was really fun but still feeling ngantok at times. & Also i do not like to be left alone , scary lah after hearing stories at this ward. & yes I know i look nothing like I always do outside. So no patients will come and find me. :)

Alot of food ok people. Eat & Eat & Eat.

8 more days left.

2010-07-22T13:18:00.002+08:00

My 2 fav dances which I watch like almost everyday , numerous times.
If only I could dance like this, Ill be a very very very happy woman.

2010-07-21T13:43:00.004+08:00

up up and away.

Hi hello. Been a very bad girl for the past weeks by abandon-ing my blog. Im been busy with work. Real busy, but wooohhhooooooo 2 more weeks bebey! After that, Me have been alot of things with them girls & boyfriend. Cant wait for my birthday tho, do you know that Im going to have a party. Cey action lah kan gitu. Thanks to boyfriend who volunteered after so long of me wanting a birthday party. & I cant wait to get a job & save for my marriage. hahahahahaa. Ya I know. Need to start saving up dudessss. & also planned to get out of the country once in a while. Will be fun. I cant wait! But first I need to get a REAL JOB.

2010-06-26T21:46:00.005+08:00

Woohhoo. Finally off day again. This is taken on Monday , my previous off day. Zul wanted to bring me to Woodlands coz of some park down there which is new. But i bet it will be polluted with people there. & Somemore I was wearing specs on that day. Contacts are giving me red eyes. I seriously dont look good wearing them. Anwhoosss, meeting him again tommorow. More updates.

Did I tell you that I love my boyfriend too much. But I need thicker hair. Coz he likes thicker and fuller hair! NEED THEM ASAP! Extension again pleasee.

People with vehicles could go to yishun dam. You should know that. & makan aje ni budak!

2010-06-26T21:26:00.001+08:00

FUNNY FUNNY FUNNY! :)

2010-06-21T15:06:00.006+08:00

Woah this shoe is hot or what. If only i have smaller feet, I dont mind buying this.

Anwhooss I went out with Fazzy , Kurt & Jello on a saturday night. Had morning shift on that day. I was really shagged on that day, Tapi kawan punya pasal & Fazila blanje punye pasal why not right. Not always I get to meet them.With them laugh & laugh & laugh & more jokes & more stupidity. & yeah I think i put too much concealer on my eyebags . Also realized that I have a left lazy eye.

Ohh we went shisha at SUFI with airing of football. Bola bola bola bola bola bola.

told ya right i wore too much concealer.

hair oh hair. be thick & nice.
Omg i love him too much.
& yes I vomited after smoking too much shisha. Kental right! This is the second time in a month I vomited. blah blah blah. Not strong already.
When Kurt see Jello. EVERYTIME. He will ask about school. hahahahahahahahahahaha.
I know my boyfriend very lambat one nak masok NS!

yes i love Fazila too the core. I can talk to her about everything!
thanks for being my friend. woot woot. jiwe skejap!

2010-06-21T13:59:00.003+08:00

Nothings new. Just when Its my off day. I will always go out no matter what. I cant stand home, not really home, just one person who would love to bang stuff just to see me awake.Its my off day leave me alone! I cant even sleep peacefully with the banging and stuff. Hate it. Well I went out last Thursday with Hidayah. As It was really really a very last minute plan.

I was ask to spend the day at yewtee with her. But JAUH LAH! cannot tahan. So I ask her to come jurong & suntan with me. I was suppose to go out with Hanis but Hanis cannot make it lah, sleep till late afternoon. hhahaha.

& i seriously need to do something about my hair. Like really. Its boringly damaged straight with abit of previous blonde hi-lights. Urghhh. Really need to do something. Eventho I love my hair coz it is long for the very first time. But its not thick. I need to tease and tease my hair to make it look good. But it is never good in pictures. Damn. SORRY i just hate my hair now! Coz im broke & cant do anything. double urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

& I rwwwwwwwwwwwwwwweaaaalllllyyyy need to shape up my face. FAT FAT FAT.
Just feeling unsecure about me now. sorry.

2010-06-18T10:13:00.001+08:00

Well spend off days. Updates urrr when Im free. :)

2010-06-12T22:21:00.004+08:00

Met up with Zul just now. For a while only coz this boy made plans early early already. Aku another one , didnt tell him that my off day is today. heh. Nevermind I need my rest too.

I just wanted to sit and talk and of coz take lots & lots of photo with my Zul. Then It Rain heavily. Luckily it stop in time. We went to West coast since money no have. So use Nature lah kan gitu.

Anyways Pictures.

Muke half eh boy.

Under my blok there's a orang kahwin and the decor it pretty nice Black & Orange. Power giler & I keep telling Zul like Im the one getting married.

While Parking;
khat:YOU TGK YOU , YOU TGK! lampu die u lampu! (excitedly)
zul: sabar je lah.

Pantat lah ni anak.

2010-06-12T11:16:00.004+08:00

Its raining NOW. & I can be asleep right now since its my off day. My body is too used to getting up early. SCHHHUUUUVVVKKKKVCCCKKSS.

VH is really pretty in here. See-ing her pictures makes my smile. Why are you so pretty?

2010-05-31T19:15:00.009+08:00

This was my crazy virgin saturday. Well i think i spend more time with my girls nowadays. Better, prepare myself before he goes NS. cey aku. I was invited to have Macs breakfast with them on vesak day but i declined. Part part aku malas nak bangun tido pagi gini. But i did not declined their invite on dining at Seoul Garden. Free lah thats why. All free coz me no money no job. Just wait when I have a job. I will definitely step tak engat korang. heh////!2684930&**@$#

:)

Thanks shafinaz for the treat & thanks fazila for the earings. But this is not your advance advance birthday present for me k. My birthday present also must give. Thick face must have.

scary eyes shafinaz. serious.
At night we bought donuts & chill at the fountain of wealth. I know I perangai hungry sia nowadays. Damn. No good, need to lose weight not gain.

From far My mouth is open wide. Take care.

I like Suntec just because of the music they play. I like to sing dramatically.

Well thats all folks, till my next off day! :)

2010-05-31T18:59:00.005+08:00

Vesak day was spend with Fazzy Kurt & Boyfriend Jello. Couple date like finally. But since Jello & I are bankrupt. As always. We decide to watch Robinhood at tiong bahru. Since Jello have two free tickets and thats the only show that we cant watch with free passes. & PLEASE EH PEOPLE dont watch robinhood, Halfway of the show i whispered to fazzy "BORING KAPE" I dont even understand anything. Freaking seriously. Fight ok go, talk i listen, story line dont understand.

After that Lepak & more lepak with em. LEPAK EAT EAT LEPAK. boncet perotku.

ZUL I LOVE YOU ALWAYS.

2010-05-31T18:44:00.004+08:00

I decide to change my blog skin. How izzit? Izzit in the middle. Idk lah eh. I feel very much happy after see-ing a new skin even tho i don't update. heh. Told myself that Ill be back during fasting month but i like update-ing my blog. don't ask. Girl thing. Why august , coz thats when I pretty much FREE FREE FREE! Now Im very busy with some stuff which i liked to keep to myself. Problems lah kirekan.

But I'm using off my off days hanging out with my bestest friends before I really have no time to even go out. Seriously. & Boyfriend too. I love him as always. Not much photos of me and Boyfriend, Kinda miss that. But what to do. No time seh.

Anwsssssssssssssssss, Lepak session with fazzy & shafinaz which fazzy labeled us as "the ass & the hole" just still wondering who is ass and who is hole. Well i saw my ex boyfriend & his girlfriend twice at the same place, around the same time. People change, I change. Hair grows. K not relevant.

So this means I'm back right?

2010-05-16T14:37:00.001+08:00

be back by mid AUG. Promise. ♥

2010-05-03T18:00:00.004+08:00

Ya allah Boyfriend ku handsome nye in WHITE T-SHIRT.
Please wear WHITE when you are going out with me.

Looking at his pictures with his friends makes me happy. Idk why.

2010-05-03T17:39:00.007+08:00

Its MAY already. Time pass fast isn't it.
& I STILL WONT UPDATE. :)

*waiting for the right time*

Wait for it.

2010-04-25T01:20:00.007+08:00

Today is woooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhooooooooooo.
JAM PACKED WITH PLANS.

Going to a place full of cars will always be full of CHIKARU mini skirts.
Two video for you to enjoy(its from twitvid & youtube but I think youtube has problems) before I get to update fully & the pictures from BABY JELLS camera.

A female driver . heh sucky drifting. Cey liikee I damn good like that.

2010-04-18T23:05:00.007+08:00

Lack of updates.

UHH HUHH, this again. Attachments always makes me lose touch with my blogging.

Whats happening with my life? nothing much exactly. Sleep is the only thing I do when Im not working. Apart form meeting Boyfriend of course. & tweeting.

I know my blog is becoming boring & my readers is decreasing day by day. Thanks to nuffyyy. Its suppose to be Khat & Jello's you know but you never see him update-ing any shit around here. Guess this is not his thing anymore. Yeah, when the time is right I will put this to hiatus mode. But for now. I still & do want to update. Its part of me already. what to do!

hehehehe. Had the time at home to camwhore, makes me feel good about myself lah kan. Boyfriend told me that me perangai Vannesa Hudgens. Taking pictures NAKED. BUT NO IM NOT LAH. Looks like it. BUT NO NO NO!

Fights makes us stronger. Makes us appreciate each other more. I want to be there & forever with you. I love you. We cant forget but we can forgive. I love you too much.

Soorrryyy for being a cengeng. :)

2010-04-10T12:20:00.006+08:00

Shafinaz dont even bother with what Fazila is trying to do. haha.

My joy & Laughter with the ass & the hole.
My first Cinnamon melts. Yeah I know kental. More kental is that I cant even use chopstick to eat Fazzy's Noodles. She's like my personal assistant to help me do that.

& This Shafinaz bought a Magazine which is not even understandable. But because it has 7 page spread of that boy pictures, she bought it. SsssuSaah Dataaannng.

When I was otw back home, this biker boy turn one round just to stop in front of me & called
"you you you you, awak awak awak" TAKECARE.

2010-04-08T14:54:00.003+08:00

In the car driving, conversation with BF when me is hungry.

Khat: You smlm tengok MENU die.
Jello: "dgn confident nye". Tengok.
Khat: Ade kueh tiaw?
Jello: huh, MAN U (manchester united) kan you?

hahahaha.

Yelah since when I'm so interested with Soccer.

2010-04-05T00:39:00.006+08:00

At Last a Date with Boyfriend. ♥ ♥

Not really keen with Clash of the titans tho. It doesnt matter , whatever I do with Boyfriend would always be superb. GO awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww please. :)

& His old hairstyle is back. Using too much wax & hair cream waste of time kan.

need to do something now which I should. SLEEP!

2010-04-02T13:29:00.003+08:00

This was last December. When we had 6 of us gathered together.

& Yesterday was our second outing together.Told ya My Thursday is gonna be Fun. And also hello APRIL. Yeah we went to Nardha pretty pretty condominium. How lucky is she to be living there. We are just helping her using all the facilities. :)

Its freaking nice lah. Dah macam bukan kat singapore kan. For me lah.

When we reached there around 1pm, It was drizzling. What a start right. But hey Jaccuzi was first on line. The water was really really really really hot at first & everyone were feeling scared to go in it. & all this came to ........
"terbakar sia badan aku gini"
"kiwak kiwak kiwak" (only the legs are in)
"melecur sey gini"

Aku nak step macho masok dulu. hahahahaha.
After a while this came "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

I just realized if ZAHIDAH is in the picture HANISAH is out. Buat penat aku je bawak tripod.

If I were to tell you what happen yesterday exactly. I cant really remember. Its a magical wonderful fascinating day. What I know is that I tried floating a lot of times but I cant. But I kind of know how to swim. & Im somewhat darker i might say.

This 4 pictures is funny. We were suppose to swim across and somehow I know its gonna be Watee or Zahidah who is gonna finish first. But halfway I gave up saying NO,NO,NO. & went pushing each and every one of them. hahaha. Taknak kalah.

Had Canadian pizza for lunch cum dinner. Playing Tap Tap revenge. Want to own my own Iphone lahhhhhhhh. PLEASSSSEEEEEEE.

My two favourite pictures.

i wanna sleep can?

2010-03-25T23:33:00.010+08:00

My Boyfriend is back in Singapore. Uber happy to meet him. Stories shared.

He got me things which I least expected. I always wanted a couple ring which we used to have but Mine broke into half. So no more couple ring. :(

I guess this can help to replace the rings. I took the one engraved "Jello" of coz.

& This is cool. AVOLUTION. Sleek,Thin & Long.

Ive deleted the previous post because some people do think that Im the one hate tagging Atyra.Ive got no problem with fat people. But Im particular with fats in MY body. Theres quite a difference Kelly. ♥

2010-03-24T12:23:00.003+08:00

Buat Rumah Macam rumah sendiri ok.

My attempt of teaching them how to curl my hair using a straightener. TAPI TAK MENJADI.

- Went to Hidayah Crib.

- A clean freak she is. Cant even have a small drop of water on the floor.

- Watched disaster Movie & some malay Hantu Movie.

- Wanted to Makeover Watee, but too damn bad she has a darker skin tone.

- Cant match with Hidayah foundation & mine too.

- Makeover Me instead.

- Green Eyeshadow. TAKECARE SIA.

- Pictures taken from Watee DSLR.

2010-03-21T13:22:00.004+08:00

Watch How to train your dragon 3D. This was my virgin try of watching a 3D MOVIE.
Was I shocked or what when things are coming out of the screen. ♥

need to pluck out eyebrows lah today. Like bushy like that.